Well personally as a verse guy I would need an understanding that I need something that you might not be able to to do. It wouldn't be a question of love though as I'm a firm believer that love is on a different level then a certain type of sex if that is something that people can understand. Look man I can not speak for everyone. All I can say is that as a verse guy I can say that that some people are more than capable of being able of falling in love with you on an emotional level but have an physical open relationship. Now in saying that for me I need some dick. For me if we both were in love with each other I would be completely understanding in some sort of an open relationship between us. I'm not gonna pretend that being a total top is something I want as I'm not that kinda of guy. Its not fair to you and its not fair to me.

I'm not all that into being with girls and I don't care if they have a dick or not. I will say for me that the personality of guys I'm with its just as important as the equipment they are packing. If I'm with a total bottom guy they must understand that I like getting dick just as much as giving it. I am one of those dudes that is more than capable of separation of physical needs from emotional needs. It is something that guys typically have issues accepting about me in general. I might be alone in that but I don't see why hiding that would be beneficial to anyone.

As for your personal issues you will face in life I really can not relate to you no matter how much I try. Tbh you seem so much stronger than I have been in life. All the hang ups I have had in life seem stupid in comparison. I so hope that your find your man. I honestly think you you will. I do not for a second think you are hopeless in finding love. Your man is out there right now and just like us all you will have to shift through the shit to find him. Its something all of us no matter your looks or whatever have to deal with.