ive tried to pursue acting so I can do what i want to do with my life, what i'm good at, make money, and make and difference in the world by talking abotu these very things. and yes, challenge and change the badness. i got very close, i had a contract for $120k to be a new character in 10 epidosdes out of 12 of a new tv show. but of course production delays fucked my life, i gave up my apartemnt because i had a signed contract, it all went to shit, and now i'm worse off then ever before because i tried to to do "the right thing." i dont feel like continuing this with you. it doesn't matter. youre gonna think what you want, and ill think what i want. i busted my ass waiting tables and bartending for years, with anxiety, 1000s of jobs. i know that life. i tried to push past it. rich people at the top oppressed me. like they do to everyone else. dont end on some annoying shit like "some people just can't handle the truth". because that just makes you seem like an arrogant asshole. your truth is not my truth. good day