my daddy was a high profile political criminal in late 70s. when he got the 100+ year sentence he was just 23 years old, dats my age rn. he got away w 18 years. i don't wanna reveal the details but he ain't a rat if he was id say it clearly, just powerful connections. whatever, my uncle got murdered just cuz hisbig bro a reckless mf. my daddy got shot 10+ times his body full of scars. we still got opps. this kinda family history make u wanna continue the legacy. i swear to god they would kill me if they catch me lackin rn. u get used to it but u still feel the pressure in yo heart. u born wit all this responsibility. shit is crazy af. of course all these Chicago rappers, they just cryin in they lyrics but still tryna make things look cool. i like this subreddit bcause everything is relatable. i don't wanna go Malcolm X again but bro chicago ain't gonna change if these niggas don't change themselves first. i got dead homies too. i got stabbed multiple times. all my male family members have mob history, but i'm sittin on my ass wit a engineering degree rn. and i had full scholarship. i'm just sayin man u know. let niggas call u a bitch w they bum ass