What made you break up with the person you thought you’d marry?

Yeah I was speaking about myself, like the feeling of losing someone you love and there not dead. I don't know what makes me want to go through it again but I suppose it trumps being alone and expierencing life alone with nobody around.. Mostly because I drove everybody out of my life so it's my fault but that's what I wanted and how I felt. Straight up the woman of my dreams who I thought I would be with forever had a kid this year and I had no idea until it was born, I havent saw her in over a year and when I found out I was straight devastated. I hospitalized myself last year to get off pills and get on track and ever since I've been out and heard about that I've been just trying to go day by day.. But I must say I feel very defeated. 8 years ago I was a senior in highschool and she got pregnant with my child.. She was 2 years into college and her and her Mom went behind my back and had an abortion only to call me over and lie and say it was a miscarriage. I havent been the same since.

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