What do you remember most about the first time you ever had sex?

the feeling of being used, afterwards...

I just met him half an hour before while I was trying to get my drunk friend home safely, he was at least 8 yrs older than me (I was 14), took me home while lovebombing me, I felt super uncomfortable so I said I need to leave soon... he told me he had set up an alarm clock so I could make it home on time but obviously he lied... I was absolutely frozen while he made me do whatever he wanted, even anal sex although iI said I don't want to do it.

All I wanted to do is leave but he followed me almost all the way home

I have to admit that it was mostly my fault because I was too insecure to really stand up for my needs and too flattered by someone "wanting" me so badly but also FUCK THAT DUDE!

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