Im not even finished with school yet, and i feel defeated. Only thing that gets me up in the morning is the hope that today will be different, that today will be better

I spend most of my free time trying to understand what a hell we are living in, and it just makes me feel worse every day. Every day i learn something new about how fucked we are, and it doesn't stop. Ever. There's allways a new way to fuck you over, if it's through inflation or through secretly lowering the value of your savings.

And the people i talk to online, they don't seem to care, they don't care about other human beings and keep telling me its your own fault if you're poor. There's no empathy.

I have Autism and ADHD and I have realized more and more the past year or so that i will not be able to mentally survive working a normal job, and the things i do get good at i allways get bored from after a week or so. The only thing i never quit is figuring out all the fucked up things

I'm very lucky compared to other by being born into a welfare state, but i have noticed how budget cuts into mental health to afford tax cuts have drasticly decreased the help I can get.

It never ends, theres no stopping it, everything good about my society gets slowly privatized or turned into shit so that the elites can suck more wealth out of you to afford another private island, because god forbid you have working healthcare.

I just felt like venting out here, i hope it doesn't bother, ive just had so much hate for this system stored up, and i cannot imagine how much worse people have it in for example the US. It's insane that there haven't allready been a civil war in the US by now.