When I was the only friend at her step dads funeral that was there from the private visitation with immediate family right until the end helping clean up. I was also the first friend she called when it happened, we were best friends. And when her boyfriend and brother said to her “wow you’ve got a good friend here, you better make her your maid of honour” and she didn’t say anything or even look at me. She always made her prettier/more popular friends come first hence why she went quiet, but if she needed anything then she’d call me. And I was there for her through everything, at her beck and call. It feels horrible to this day that in my head she was my best friend but in hers I was just a convenience.