Imagine being me. I swear I gave off this aura in high school because I didn't know any better and didn't give a fuck what people thought of me, especially girls.

I just had fun with my boys and focused on sports.

Girls flocked to me. I had them messaging me first asking to chill telling me I was cute. Hooked up with a lot of them. Some were even friends lmao. It was too easy.

Now after a serious depression I'm the complete opposite. When guys on here say women can smell desperation from a mile away, they mean it. It's like they can sense my problems and how desperate I am for a relationship with an above average girl.

I know some of the things I need to work on but I can't seem to stay off the dating apps and just embarrassed myself with a 10/10.

Sorry for rambling but I can definitely relate.