Im a tall 6'3 skinny half black and half white male that wears glasses 165 lbs. Im 32 now, and my entire life people have thought something was wrong with me, they would assume im gay, a pervert and in general completely incapable of competing in the dating market. I am an intellectual and these days I am extremely reclusive. I hate going outside because Im tall enough for other men to hatefully and aggressively want to compete with me, but I am too skinny to actually be of any value in the dating market to women. Typically other men will try to out perform any activity that they see me doing, (like even picking up a can of beans at the store, any other men and women as well will gravitate to wherever the fuck I am and try to pick up the same can of beans as well). If I am walking to my car, anyone within an 18 yard radius of where I am will turn their music up and blast it as loud as they can when they see me (this is because of the curse of having this fucking skin color, white people automatically try to make me feel extremely stupid, due to the glasses, they assume I think im smart. Black and hispanic people think that its time to destroy this biracial ass bitch. They do this because they will get props from whatever woman is around for having crushed the soul of a tall man, you know "stuntin on this nigga", and because I wear glasses and am skinny its easy to score those points) Ive been in my house for almost 2 years now and I refuse to leave out of the door, because I am tired of having to compete with people.

Even my ex gf, we were together for 8 years I raised her daughter until she was a teenager, she wouldnt hesitate to tell me how she felt about me. She would just passively let me know that being half black and half white is an abomination that shouldnt have happened. She would tell her friends and random strangers, who would agree with her (just not when I was around). She would get upset that I didnt listen to rap music. Eventually, understandably, she cheated on me with two other men in our house while I was tending to my sick parent.

I've tried to put on weight and work out, but it begins to hurt my heart after a certain amount of pounds due to all of the cigarettes I smoked. so if you ask me being tall and skinny is a curse. If you are tall and can put on weight, you should fucking do it, because if you dont, you are not allowed to have children, they would get aborted before even a second thought by any woman (trust me my ex snuck and had 6, I only realized once I noticed her belly wasnt getting bigger, her reasons ... Im too tall and skinny and she cant have a child with someone that has my skin color). If you are short, all you need to do is get muscles and you are allowed to have children. But I really dont understand what everyone complains about, most of them dont realize that they are allowed to have children take it from someone who knows. Being able to have children and not have to die at a young age from being forced to eat unhealthy foods to gain mass IS A FUCKING BLESSING SO STOP BITCHING.