Hi :)

I am a 31 year old man with a family and I suppose I project myself as just a normal guy to others. I do have some secrets and some kinks (which I suppose everyone does on one level or another) that most people would find shocking.

When I was a kid we would travel to other family members every month or so that lived about 2 hours away. When we did this, my parents would stay at my grandparents house and I would usually stay at my aunt and uncle's. My cousins and I would usually play games like poker or some other card games and build forts out of cushions and blankets to sleep in or stay in a tent outside in the summer.

One night, my cousin got that idea that we would play strip poker. We would play five card draw and then when one of us lost a hand, we would have to remove an article of clothing. Once one of us had taken off all of our clothes, we would have to do something before we could put them back one. At first it was something like going out of the fort (where potentially we could be caught) and running around the room or something like that. This went on for a while before the idea was brought up that maybe you had to do something to the other person before you could put your clothes back on. It started out with touching. I won the hand I would slide my pants/underwear down to my ankles. As I lay on the floor they would put their hands on my cock and softly touch it, moving their hands up and down. My favorite was always when they would have one hand caressing my balls while sliding their fingertips up and down my cock. After a few months of this, it soon progressed to oral. If he/she lost, they would take me into their mouth for 10 seconds or I would do it to them. When they lost again, it was 30 seconds, then one minute, etc. or if I lost I would do the same back. My god, the feeling of warm and wet lips sliding down my cock was the most incredible thing. The first time, I came the third time around which was only a minute or so. Having those hands on my balls, feeling the warm nervous breath hitting my as my cock was throbbing in their mouth was too much. I was young enough that I was hairless and could not even cum (ejaculate) yet but the orgasms were some of the most incredible things that I have ever experienced. Things would progress to where I would have my cousin on top of me, straddling my face as she sucked me, her hips shaking as she would cum with my tongue on her clit, letting out little moans with her mouth on my cock. I can still the vibrations form her moans on my cock, her hand squeezing the base of it, nearly begging me to cum. I did the same with my male cousin as well. We would 69 all of the time and I still remember their cocks throbbing in my mouth as they would cum. I have no desire to be with a man sexually, but as kids, it just felt soooo good. This went on into our teens and got to the point to where we would be excited to all get together so that we could run down into the basement and quickly try and get each other off. We also had woods behind the house so we would "play" in the woods a lot :) My heart would always be beating out of my chest not only because of the feeling, but because of how taboo it was and the fact that we could get caught.

So, with that in mind...tell me yours? :)