(22F) Jealousy ended our relationship once,5 years later, i started to do it again. How do I fix it and/ or cope with the idea of being alone?

I'm catching on..and I've been wanting to do some type of excercise but I've been trying to find a trainer I can afford because I know nothing about gym equipment. I have a collection of hobbies too but I think my depression keeps me from them a lot, I give up on everything so easily. And I got a new job here but... He lost his job and got a job where I work. He works in a different area but still I don't enjoy working together at all, I like my space too ( suprise, suprise) but I didn't want to tell him he couldn't work with me! He called me randomly one night when we were still living separate with the grand idea of me to move in with him and some family. Free rent and a ticket out of where I was sounded perfect. I always loved volunteering for church, I'd love to volunteer anywhere that needs help!

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