You need a sponsor?

You need some responsibility. You need some self control. You need some restraint. There's a certain knack some people have for making a bad situation worse, and you've got that in spades. It's possible to drive about without getting tickets. It's possible to live without playing leech with whatever woman you convince to have you at the time. It's not easy. It's not just a matter of saying it. Life can be fucking hard at times, but most people manage it without being permanent disasters.

It's time to take a few measures. Stop drinking. It does you no favors and with your background will only lead to more trouble. Stay away from women for a while. You have issues developing healthy relationships. Settle yourself first. Focus on things that won't land you in more trouble. Work. Constructive things. If there are programs about you can volunteer for, hit them up. It's time to get your life in order. But the only one who can do that is you.