I apologise, I might not be very good at communicating emotion in text as well as I could. I was just trying to state that at that particular time I knew this would likely be the only time I would ever watch the movie for a long while, so in my eyes at the time the experience was extra important to me. Kind of like supply and demand, there was very low supply of this experience, so it needed to be valuable. It wasn't my intention to sound like I was complaining. I am actually trying to get a summer job currently and have submitted some applications. Though it wouldn't be likely that I will instantly get one in the immediate timeframe. I hope that clears up some possible tone confusion. And I apologise again for the confusion.