I spoke about how I was down because I won't have a parent here to see their grandchild (dad passed in 2012) when she passed 4/3/19 but haven't talked much about how i feel just that it sucks.. She knew I couldn't sleep last night and only got a 2hour nap in this afternoon and wanted to linger around the house, and yes I've told her how she took me in for 3 months when I was having to learn how to walk again after my accident and how she's the closest thing to a mother I have. I don't think I outright told her I needed her to help me cope as she isn't much of a comferter with sad stuff (according to her) so I may not have even said anything.