Ugh... I get where you're coming from. You keep holding on the blue pill staff.. I don't believe that "marriage 1.0" is attainable any more, it is nice to believe that though. It's a beautiful delusion, that somehow you will pull the "one" in like gravity just by being yourself, but this is not how the world operates and that's what RP is trying to help us realise. You sound like a moral or religious person and that is fine but you need to understand that when everyone else is acting amoral, morality or religion won't serve you at all in lfe. Most of all, your morality will seem even pretentious to the amorals and you will limit your own possibilities because of it. You can be a sheep in your heart of hearts (just like me) but you have to at least behave like a wolf if you want to survive. I too think there is more to life than looks, sex, money etc. but in today's society the rich Chad who fucks HB9s and HB10s is not considered an idiot or a loser, he is considered to be the WINNER universally. Only jealous blue pill guys and feminists will call him a loser, but guess what, he's not giving a fuck because he actually enjoys life to the fullest. Perhaps you can't be Chad, like I can't be Andriana Lima, but we can strive to become the best versions of ourselves and enjoy the benefits that come with that being aware of the RP truths. I'll give you an example, I was blue pill and worked with a 5-month contract in a company consisting solely of young female employees. The only man was the boss. I was clueless, went there, did my job and left, every day. I wasn't aware that he was fucking every single one of the girls except me. He tried to flirt with me, but I gently cut it off. I thought it wasn't appropriate and moral, and I was afraid I could lose my job if Ι reciprocated! But the exact opposite was true! I didn't even have a sexual strategy or whatever, I was just my blue pill self and last day at work he told me that he was going to fire me in the first 10 days because I didn't conform to his essential "requirements" (I didn't know I HAD to sleep with him to keep my job lol), but then he changed his mind about me and thought that I could even become his partner and run his bussiness with him. He said it was a pity that I didn't seem interested in anything. I literally had no clue what he was talking about, I was surprised and wanted to scream I'm interested in the latter of course lol, but I didn't do that, we shaked hands and I left. If I was RPW back then I could have married this guy or I at least would have a great high paying job. What I'm saying is you have to be aware of the game and you have to play accordingly for your own benefit, otherwise you'll end up a depressed jealous and poor loser and nobody wants that.