Do any of you fucking hate life right now? Why or why not?

In the middle of a police investigation right now. Partner for almost 7 years slept with someone else behind my back, found out she was infected with a lot of nasty stuff and knowingly decided to pass them on to me. She then felt bad and decided to buy me some dodgey medicine online and tried giving it me secretly to cure me before I suspected anything. I've gone from being in absolute love and she talking to me about moving in properly and starting a family and marriage to feeling absolutely broken and extremely dirty. There's a possibility I may have contracted HIV ontop of all the other STDs I have but they need to retest for that in 6 weeks to get a more definite result.

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