I did break it off.. but well, after 4 years.. I tried to do it earlier too but I wasn't strong enough to leave him. I just stopped being attracted to him after the honeymoon phase was over. Also, he was kinda a little shorter than I am.. kissing him while standing was a bit awkward.

I know I sound super shallow rn but I just lost the physical attraction after sometime. I know kissing may seem like a small thing but I realised how important it is.. if I marry someone then I assume we would do a lot of kissing and they might as well be good at it. It's not just kissing, there were a few other things which led to the break up. My AP fulfilled my sexual needs and was a good kisser but tbh I want it all from one person. I no longer wanted to cheat on my bf so I broke it off.