It really does suck. We've had plenty of talks. I'm pretty open and honest with the other guys. I get along with them fine, individually. Without going into a ton of details, I/we can only deal with so much bullshit and the tension between the other guys just sucks the fun out of everything. It's stupid to just throw it all away, but there seems to be no way to move forward together. I feel stupid ranting about this on the internet to strangers, but maybe somebody can relate. I haven't been this discouraged in a long, long time and I just feel like all this work, time, sacrifice, and struggle is pointless and the whole musicmaking thing is a joke and a mistake.