I think you should consider autoimmune and gut health, get your gut microbiome tested, consider FMT. Fecal matter transplant, there are multiple clinical trials happening right now for bipolar and mood disorders and who knows what else, it makes sense, once you realize how the metabolites are released into the blood through leaky gut and cross the blood brain barrier. So, explore that to the end 100%. I always considered this stuff to be woo, leaky gut, autoimmune, pfft. It's a fact that's what happened to me a virus originally probably, fucked over my immune system, it is attacking my brain. You want links I have them. This will get you started. He is no joke, that's for me, don't give up on science. Be a scientist. Start tracking all of your symptoms and movements. When did you wake up. How long did you sleep. Did you have any bright light after 10pm. What time did you eat, what was the macronutrient ratio, over time, its amazing how these charts tell a story, just one example of the science you can do for yourself. So don't give up, something is out there, a scientist or researcher knows what is wrong with you, you just have to find them