I feel like if he said “just a quickie” and I said “no” then he wouldn’t care and would say “oh okay.” I don’t feel like he’d be disappointed if I turned down a quickie from him.

If I told him that I want it to be just me, tbh idk what he’d say. I feel like he’s be okay with it.

I think it’s mainly the fact that I don’t tell him that I want more until after I let him do a quickie.. I think i need to try in the moment to tell him, see how he reacts.

Yesterday when we had our quickie, it was because he got hard seeing my ass, then I started touching him and he told me that my hands didn’t feel as good, that if I was going to touch him, to only do oral. So I said “oh maybe later.” And he told me that later he probably didn’t have time. And I don’t know what brought it up but I said “So you’d have sex if I gave you oral now?” And he said “I don’t know maybe, but I don’t have time for it later.” So I saw it as an opportunity to give him oral now and have sex. And that’s exactly what it led to, and that’s when he said it’s just be a quickie when he already started fucking me..