As a child I dropped a bowl of ice cream

I am almost 50 and this post unexpectedly made my cry. So many forgotten memories came flooding back. Of spills and mistakes. Of throwing up after.i came home very first birthday party I was ever invited too. I won a red jello straw sucking contest. I threw up red liquid all over the bathroom that night. I couldnt have been older than 8. I remember being screamed at and sobbing and trying to mop it up off the floor in the middle of the night. As a parent now, it's very very difficult to reconcile treating a small scared child so horribly. Its criminal. I am so glad you had atleast one female showing you love. I did have my sister thank goodness. I knew my mother was sick and crazy all the way back then.

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