Okay.. I'm going to give you some advice here, bud. No one else is going to tell you this, and most people will attack you.

You can try to fight the wave (meaning the social norms) all you want. You will not win with your current mindset. People are generally (i.e. 99% of people) just going to think you're weird. If you want to live an entire life being ostracized and made fun of, and "misunderstood," by all means go ahead. You'll go much further in life by learning how to communicate with people properly and sharing your worldviews in a way that isn't viewed as "grossly un-normal," for lack of better terms.

There's a single LAW from a book that I'm not going to name, that you need to take heed to if you really want to enjoy life.

"blend in and nurture the common touch. Share your originality only with tolerant friends and those who are sure to appreciate your uniqueness."

The average person isn't going to understand WHY you like this shit no matter how much you try and explain it or rationalize it, because it's intended for little girls and people such as yourself (read: not the masses).