Girlfriend is partying it up in Florida with her friend right now and has been for a few days. She comes back in a couple days and I can't wait, maybe I can finally get my stress levels down then.

I trust her to not cheat on me, even though I'm still freaking out guys. I just have horror thoughts of her getting blackout drunk and doing something.

She told me when she was going down there that her and her friend were there just to spend time together( they're both partiers so they were gonna go to bars together and stuff). She tells me what happened each night the next day, and her friend always finds a guy to hangout with once she's drunk and my girlfriend ends up chilling with random dudes at bars. It's driving me crazy.

She tells me she always brings me up when she's at bars, but I'm a dude and we all know its bad odds that a random dude at a bar will respect a girl's relationship(like honestly 50/50).

Last night she told me some dude asked her if she wanted to make out and she said "no, I have a boyfriend.". Which is great because I'm glad nothing bad is happening but Its driving me insane, I can hardly keep my anxiety down once I know they're off the beach and gone bar hopping.

Would you be comfortable knowing your significant other is drunk and being hit on right now? At this very moment? That all the random dude friends she makes while she's drunk are 99% wanting to fuck her? That her and her friend she both went out with are both drunk so there's no one to be the responsible one?

Am I being ridiculous and unreasonable? Should I just be able to relax? She also has a substance abuse problem(snorting addy) and she's over it(errrrr under control), but I'm stressed she will get offered her kryptonite and then she will be really fucked up and around guys trying to take advantage of her.

I don't want to be a helicopter boyfriend so I act chill with it but its fucking killing me I can hardly sleep.

I have one more night of this shit and then hopefully they don't go out Sunday night. I pray to god her friend has work early as fuck the next day.