Because you instantly regain that lost control of yourself there for a little while. You were playing with something primal and with something strange which hyper responds to damn near any new stimuli with the correct timing like "that's a GREAT idea"

It's like you abducted yourself and just came to waking up with a memory of it you were more a witness to. So say they asked you to choke them out when you're hard as a rock, been going at it for 10 minutes and sorta beginning to drool. Not really 100% your usual self.

I was strangling them upon request. I'm not a strangler, I'm not! I'll prove it by hugging myself and denying that there is anything else in me other than a good boy. I'm a good boy. I'm just glad everyone is still alive, good grief I was fucking a blue smurf there for a second. I'm not a smurf fucker, I'm not! I'll prove it by going outside and throwing the cat far away from the smurf berries. That's what I'll do! I'm sleepy....thank God for that! They want to talk? The last thing I want to do is talk or think. It's sleep or smurf security. Those are my options right now.