I get this I’m 30 and although my dad only had diagnosis this year I’m sure it’s been going on for a lot longer. A lot of health troubles started ten years back for him. And I feel like just as my life was starting and I was just getting my feet off the floor everything went wrong, one thing after the other until I lost every bit of my social life. Career over before it began. Never really feel like I became who I was meant to be. And now I feel like I’ve lost everything I had going for me and didn’t get a chance to make much of a life for myself. And now I’m worried that when he does die etc I’m not going to have a clue where I stand in the world. Constant feeling of stress and burn out and I’m not even doing much. Unemployment everything has gone upside down for me.