Im bending over backwards trying to do everything I can to help so I'd hope she isn't getting a wall of resentment. I definitely dish out the occasional comment but I try my best to keep my emotions in check. I like to think I'm level headed but the whole situation is running me thin because my temper is a lot shorter lately. I mean ALOT, normally it takes a lot to make me angry but lately even a minor inconvenience and I can melt down.

I got married and am having a kid because that's what I wanted to do and still do. I don't want it to be all about me, but I'd like for a fair amount to be about me ya know? This is my life too.

I'm sure pregnancy is horrific, I hear on the daily how bad it is about 20 times from my wife. Some women work til 9 months, we aren't that lucky which is just an unfortunate circumstance that I'm struggling to accept apparently. I waited for so long for her to finally be making decent money and it got cut off early. I just really felt like I had a really good start at life and it just hasn't kept up the momentum I expected.