Tbh everyones comments are really helping i believe me an her can still be in the honeymoon phase if i just get a grip of myself and from now on i will

I realise my flaws and from now on im going to do what i can to stop them , we have another party on wednesday and this time im going to do my best so that she can destress and have fun ill deal with her drunk friend or any of her friends that get upset im not going to be a burden this time

And she seems ok with me now we were planning on going to whales with my dad for a few days and she wasnt sure if she was going to come but she is now

Do u think i should just have the blundarys as the obvious ones aka not kissing other guys and any of that stuff thats considered cheating because i trust her so much i dont know why i let a stupid jacket get to me