I know I should be with men physically. If a man hugs me or touches my hand in an affectionate way I get that feeling all the way through me. Heck I went for a coffee with a guy and he called me attractive and I’ve been replaying that for boners for a week. Physically I like it.

Honestly I think I was born straight but something went wrong when I was a teenager. I had a friend who is now gay and we experimented together and I think we made each other gay. I know they say that it doesn’t happen like that, but it did.

I don’t act or think like a gay man. I know some are straight acting. It’s not a matter of being camp I just don’t get what they are on about.

I don’t think I should be a gay man because it doesn’t feel right to me. I can’t see myself saying ‘my boyfriend’ or if you imagine yourself standing next to someone you love I always see a woman.

When I see gay couples I always wonder where the woman is too. I dont know how they live like that with no wives.

That’s what I thought it was like for trans people and that if they imagined themselves they saw a woman. Is it not like that then.