I'm starting to see my feeling on that is wrong. She did it for money but not for love. That is how I viewed it. I guess that is wrong and I need to work on that. All she told me was "old ass dudes" I didn't ask the exact age. But she seemed thrilled that she made the money doing it. I think that's where my hurt came in. She wasn't traumatized by it, she said this. It wasn't hard, she said this. It was easy money, she said this. All quotes. If it was easy, no big deal, "sometimes fun".... it made me think BACK to when I had asked and treated poorly for the thought. Not knowing any of this and I did not ask her for pictures after learning this. It just made me wonder how/why then for these people when she did not need it and simply wanted extra money and when it came to me it was off limits. It is confusing for me. So I sought advice. Seemed innocent. But I guess not.