Stalkers Guilt.

Every guy knows what i am talking about, especially if you are remotely unattractive.

Happens to me multiple times a week just yesterday

Rush to make the train not having enough time to buy a ticket but i know i can catch the express from the next station and still make it in time to get on the train i switched too

See a midly attractive girl

Get of train and buy ticket wait for the express to come

Catch it too my destination cross tracks to other line girl walks out from shelter and eyes meet accidentally

Train comes i get on she goes to far left i go to right door she is in another carriage by this stage

The other carriage is practically empty while the one im in is full if you dont wont some beside you

i walk through to the other carriage which the lady was in walk past her to the far end so i can sit with my back to the wall and have a knee up on the seat nothing wrong with this as there is only 4 or 5 of us in here and nobody is near me

Now it looks like im sitting in a way to stair at her

See her get up ready to jump of at my station as well like 30 seconds before the stop i get up too and walk past her and walk to the down the carriges to get to the end before the train stop that is near the toilets, opposite the exit

get of go to the toilet etc

i power up the stairs as i do typically and she must be a slow climber/walker because i catch up with her in no time

and then she walk right to my bloody bus stop

and i see her turn around and have a look to make sure its me again she thinks im following her

get on bus

She gets of at the stop before mine

Fucking hell

you can see the stops from each other and we start walking towards each other (I am traveling to the alley way in between the stops) i can see from her body language that she is uncomfortable

so i pull out my phone start to act like im unknowing and just getting on with my own life and she should feel bad about assuming that i waste my time following her

Thank fuck i made it too the alley before she did

at least it made my long trip home entertaining other then extreme feeling of uncomfortably and self consciousness