Heavy drug users what does your day look like?

I'm addicted to synthetic marijuana. I'm watching the office for the hundredth time on dvd because I'm too lazy to get internet. I just washed my clothes yesterday for the first time in months. Now there's a pile of unfolded clothes on my couch. It feels better I guess to wear clean clothes. I only shower maybe once a week anyhow. I'll probably go out and have a cigarette to get some fresh air. My apartment smells of hundreds of pizza boxes and boxes of trash.

I live off ordering food like 95% pizza because I don't go out shopping anymore. I'm staying skinny but I'm not sure if I'm in pain because when I smoke, I don't feel anything. I just spent a few days cleaning a couple weeks ago but I haven't kept anything up or even thrown away the boxes of trash. Maybe I'll throw it out or do some more cleaning or smoke.

I need to order more food. I'm eating pizza that's gone bad for days. But when I smoke I feel good. I'll probably go masturbate a few times with a fleshlight attached to my desk. I don't clean it. The smell and weeks of cum and lube get me off now. I have work at 9 so I'll probably smoke until 6 or probably 7. I already slept like 4 hours today so that's good enough. Maybe I'll kill myself today or smoke. I'm sure I'll feel like getting my shit together next weekend because I can't during the week because I have less time to smoke.

When the weekend comes I'll probably just smoke from when I get home until I go back to work but I'm not worried about that now. I'm high. I've smoked 3 bowls while typing this. Getting for 1.30/g makes it so I can afford to smoke nonstop all the time. Not like weed that actually helps me or feels good all the time. I can order this online. I dont have to deal with shady people getting ripped off and hiding from the law as much. But I'd rather be high nonstop even if I feel like dying from coughing up shit. I'm sure I'll get my shit together soon. Or kill myself. Or get high. I can't run out. I buy months worth at once, months in advance because I don't need to save money or do anything when I have drugs and pizza.

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