Just reading this comment I can tell you're spun off your ass.

I wish I could find a decent looking nice girl that parties hard like me cause I'm a good looking dude I have money and have a wonderful penis.

I'm going to give you some advice. No woman actually cares about how much money you have or what your penis looks like. Well, no woman with any self respect anyway.

I guarantee that you probably aren't very good looking if you've been high off your ass on pyros for months on end. Crusty, blood shot eyes. Bad breath. Sickly, oily skin. Not to mention the characteristic tweaking that comes with sustained use.

I'm saying this because until you take a good, hard look in the mirror and see how fucked up you are, this cycle will continue until the drugs have taken everything from you.