He's doing you a solid. I'm sure that it doesn't feel great, but you should be thankful that he has your best interest at heart. It means a lot. I'll never forgive myself for introducing my best friend to opiates. It started with OTC codeine, which I thought was harmless enough. Then codeine became scheduled. I blew $65,000 on heroin over 2 years and thankfully was able to stop in April. She's still smoking 2 grams of heroin a day and added crack cocaine to her regimen a few months ago. She's thinner every time we meet and she's constantly broke, even though she has a good job. Unless you can get a script from a doctor long term and refrain from supplementing what you get with street drugs, I wouldn't even think about doing addictive drugs. It inevitably turns into a daily thing.