thank brother. my mother scolds me everyday cuz i'm unemployed and have no skill under my belt to apply anywhere. everyday i wake up, brush my teeth, make a todo list of things i wish to accomplish through the day and sit on my computer to learn some programming and shit. but i end up watching porn, jacking off and then continuing with some episode of some stupid fucking tv series. its been like that for four years. ive fattened up to 82 kgs (just weighed in norvic yesterday). i consume a lot of junk food to keep sadness and boredom at bay and i play call of duty all day everyday. my parents have been considering one of those "personal development" rehabs in ktm. i dont wanna go. ive heard they make u shower at 6 am in morning and run 3 fucking miles. i wanna go to vipassana centre but noone is letting me go cuz they fear i'd get enlightened and get out of touch with the comfortable delusional reality we've become accustomed to living in. They're good people with good intentions but they fear of losing me brother. thank for job offer.