Not very well.

My girlfriend is seven months pregnant and we just aren't really keeping it together.

She's not treating my kid with respect at all, she is seventh months pregant and is still smoking like a pack a day. I ruin them but she just goes and gets more.

She is continuously lying about doctors appointment for the kid she is suppose to go to and doesn't

I really want to be there and make a supportive family for this kid but I'm just about on the verge of hating this person.

So I can choose between being on happy and powering it out for 18 years , or leaving and not really getting to raise my kid.

I kind of want to just kill myself but that would be considered incredibly selfish so that's not really an option either.

I just kind of have to live through this nightmare where no choice really seems like the right one.