This is for an ex. She was the only thing I looked forward to at school/any given day. I thought about her all day, while I was at school. I’d go home after school and wait a few hours, in offline mode (msn messenger had offline mode). I would watch her log in, then I’d wait maybe 30 minutes or so then id log in and start talking to her. When i logged off id just go to bed and think about her. Repeat for 2 years.

(We broke up) and graduated. It took me 3 months of playing video games 14 hours a day to make it the first 3 months. Then another 8 months while I was in school (and had other female options pop up. Even before this 11 month span, me and her were already having issues for like an entire year. So even after a long, slow, painful decline, it took another 11 months.

Then in the years following id still check her Facebook (which had nothing on it because she deleted her account and made like a pseudo account). I’d look her name up in google etc.