computer science regular student here. I tried my hardest to get the marks to transfer into co-op last year but it just wasn't good enough

I see many people who are miles ahead of me in terms of everything. Whether it would be side projects, experience, social skills, or things like that.

I feel like I'm really immature in comparison to most people and most of the time I feel like just curling up in a ball and crying.

I will never be good at these people or get good jobs like them.

I really want to get a co-op job.

I prefer doing QA or something, mostly because I don't have any experience other than a couple of trivial side projects.

But the other side of me doesn't want to get a co-op job because I will never get one anyways

I'm starting to skip most of my classes now and half assing assignments. I feel like I have no energy anymore. I don't know what to do anymore,

2meirl4meirl. R u me from the future? I wish I could help. But I'm just as fucking lost as you are and in exactly the same spot as you (like absolutely literally the same exact spot) except I'm only in 1B.