i had a relationship where my trust wasn’t that strong and is was so toxic and was cheated on with 5 other girls than me. please dump this guy, you might love him, but you want someone that loves you too and that you don’t have to worry about 24/7. someone you can trust enough that brings out the best in you and takes care of you like you take care of them. end it, remove him everywhere, and take some time to love yourself and know that you deserve way better than this asshole. be smart and don’t waste your time with someone who isn’t worth it when you could be happy and relaxed with yourself and later with someone that brings out the best in you.