It saves a fortune cooking at home which is what I do now. Back then I was drinking a hell of a lot and had multiple untreated mental health issues. I was still buying the food to cook every week but when it came to it I just couldn't force myself. Sometimes I'd be ill from too much alcohol, sometimes I'd be too drunk to cook. I just really struggled mentally and it became a huge thing where I was putting so much pressure on myself to do it but just couldn't. It was really stupid, every day I'd tell myself it was the last time and from tomorrow I'd start to cook but I never did. I'm now on multiple medications, sober and have lots of tips and tricks to get myself to do things.