I’m very sexually attracted to him - I think that’s part of the reason why masturbating is so much less satisfying now, I don’t want to listen to audio porn, I just want him lmao.

When I suggest that he talks to me he did try, but the best he could come up with is saying stuff like “yeah” or like “yes baby” and I could tell he was uncomfortable with it. The more we mess around the more I notice he’s just like... no thoughts empty head. Opposite of me haha. He just isn’t much of a talker.

While we’re making out before he touches me more I joke around and tease him and we kinda flirt, which tbh has been helping. When I go down on him I’ll look up and say something dirty but he’s usually to distracted to reply.