I agree with both of you. My socialisation wasnt a stereotypical male one, hell, I was an outcast since the kindergarten but Im not sure if thats because Im trans or because Im really weird or both but who cares. But also yes, living as a man at least starting from the puberty and so on, changes and poisons amab trans people. I think its reversible and thats why I asked the question, like its not what terfs claim, but still it really sucks hard. Its like I lived in a chalet since I were born and now its the first time Im actually socialising with other girls, but like its even worse because I was raised as a male soldier of patriarchy and misogny was part of that education