Not much of that left anymore. It seemed better few months ago. Would probably be bit happier if I could at least afford my own apartment, and constantly wouldn't have to fight over the last pennies I have. Or if I could have walked normally without pain, which has been the case all year.
Can't get back to work due to pain, and even if I did, it doesn't pay enough to be considered living wage here.

Most of the things people work to build up; relationships, health, finance you name it, I lost and it put me so far back in life now it's a struggle to climb back up. And each time I tried I fall back. From grief of family pet dying to my arms to the sad every day pain and depression, life simply doesn't feel good anymore.