I've done this to people. It has nothing to do with you. I'm sure you're a great friend. It's really hard for me to be vulnerable with people, because everyone seems to come and go in my life like my name is Revolving Door or something. And it's like I need to believe that person will be in my life forever in order to open up because people will use that shit against you if the relationship sours.

So the older I get, the less I trust everyone. You just have to be patient and understand that a lot of people in this world are very guarded. And it's not your job to break down a wall. You just need to be waiting on the other side.

Keep doing what you're doing. You sound like an awesome friend.