Thank you for the link, I will read that book and look into ayp. I think I will have a hour or so a day, and will try 2-3 in weekends. What do you think is the most powerful technique? What are things I can do every second and minute with daily tasks? I'm trying to increase my bhakti, and remind myself to find the truth of this universe.

Your right about women, they will leave you if you don't fuck them. Yeah with tantra, so I assume you just keep an erection and have sex but don't ejaculate.

Like when I see an attractive girl, or my friends talking about women, it reminds me of how I'm single. Its annoying how much power they have over my mind. I want to overcome that limitation. Would the best way be to transmute that desire to my higher goal or purpose? I want to maximize my nervous system purification.

Yeah I should probably stop thinking about siddhis, the ones I want like photographic memory, prediction, telepathy all come from selfish desires, and the universe/god probably doesn't work like that.