I don't like to be asked out by either sex. People only seem to want to interact with me so they can have sex with me. I have never had any real friendships because people keep doing dumb shit and lying to get in my pants and I fall for it because I have autism and miss social cues. I never have liked sex, never will, have always been this way. Asexuality really confuses people and they think they are going to "fix" me, or I am a playing a game with them and actually do want to fuck but am being coy. So sick of it.
Women think it is a lie and I am trying to fuck their boyfriends. Men start drama and make their girlfriends jealous over me too. It doesn't help I have am on the spectrum but look conventionally attractive. I don't like looking the way I do and I hate how I get profiled because I look pretty to other people. I give zero fucks about looking pretty for other people and I don't try.
I have been drugged and raped and became pregnant by a few men who I guess thought they'd just show me and fucking take it from me, cuz fuck that frigid bitch, right?Basically an asexual person's worst nightmare. I don't know who to trust anymore so I don't. Last guy who asked me out, I made clear I only want friends right now, and his first text after that was "you're beautiful." He would have been the first person I hung out with in 8 months if he hadn't done that but I knew full well he didn't want to be friends. I have to take this approach to my life that men don't have female friends, they just know women they have not fucked yet.
I never hit on people, I never flirt. I don't wear sluttly clothes. I live in a super shitty hell where I get hit on multiple times daily when I manage to leave my apartment. Sometimes they escalate it when I ignore attempts to get my attention, and I go from being the hottest thing they ever saw on two legs, to being told I am an ugly fatass bitch anyways, stalked and yelled at for a few blocks.
So everyone leave me alone is what I would say if I could. Instead I just hole up away from everyone. Asexual autism while stuck in a body viewed as conventionally attractive is living hell on earth. I would wish this on many people I don't like. It would be a great hell for your enemies.