Up until about a year ago I would say I was volcel, but something strange happened recently. I looked back on my life and thought, what a waste, how did I get so off track? I remember in high school, there was these attractive girls who turned me down, and I was such a nice guy to them. I thought it didn't matter that I don't have a girlfriend because someday I'm going to have money and just settle down with a nice girl. But after I found out I was unemployable at age 23, and was marked in my social circle as obviously defective and a basket case, the (younger) girl I had liked for a long time said she would never love me. I hoped she would change her mind but I think last year I finally realized my romantic vision was a lie.

Woman are simply looking to get a fair price on the marriage market, and you need to improve your muscles, your income and whatever it is that will cause your rating on a scale of one to ten to improve. Whose ass I have under my cock is not as important as whether some ass is there and also the quality of the ass. Now, I realize I should not have meekly accepted the girls in high school who turned me down, but I should have been upset, I should have gone to the gym every day to get some muscles and just enjoyed some pleasure. But it's not too late for me, my story is not over.