I tend to agree love isn't real, but the sad truth is if we are even realizing these things then we are not the true winners in life. I keep telling the few people around me that the one's who see the truth in life are those with the weakest and strongest hands. The difference though, is that the strong people don't dwell on these thoughts and make posts on them while the weak are constantly thinking about it and their punishment is getting compounded day after day.

My x-ray vision and deep psychoanalytical master-mindedness comes from the fact that I do not come from a strong household. I see things more negative because of it, and I assume there must be some underlying issues with you and I if we both believe in this. Negative thoughts occur because of negative experiences. A NEET lifestyle comes from negative experiences like not getting callbacks from jobs, but if you ask me, the underlying reason is just parents making a huge mistake reproducing. That's always the culprit - it mostly comes down to the hand you've been dealt. All your thoughts that seem negative and nihilistic are built upon your negative experiences.

As much as I agree with you, and as much as I probably know the truth about how there isn't true love, I still leave that small chance that it exists and one day I may end up experiencing it with a significant other. I've lost in every other area in life, so I'm not going to agree with it in an absolute way. I'd love to get lucky. I say to myself, there must be someone of the opposite gender who thinks at least a little bit like me.