I'm curious if you chose not to have kids bc of being a witness? Scriptures like "woe to the pregnant woman and the woman nursing an infant" and being told that armageddon could come any day were the biggest reason my husband and I chose not to have kids. We quit attending meetings when I was about 35 and several years later we accidentally got pregnant. I had a miscarriage at 3.5 months but it made us revisit the reasons we'd chosen not to have kids and whether we really wanted to or not. We realized that had it not been for the witnesses/what we were taught we would've probably chosen to have kids when we were younger. It's another regret we have and hold against them