Cause it's what I've been thinking of for a long time. I'm just skeptic bout dating and marriage in general these days. I feel as if he likes me more when I'm more traditionally feminine (skirts, long hair) and he persuades me not to cut my hair short though I feel like it these days. He says it's 'okay' but he also likes me better with long hair. I just want to say fuck it and live my way without compensating or telling him bout my style and what I want. This is not only bout a dress it's bout how I want to live my life. I know he's not a bad boyfriend and I know that if he dating a girl somewhat traditionally girly he would've had a better life. I love him so I explain why I want this and that but I don't know if he understands or pretends to understand me.