My ex girlfriend of 10 years was a bit of psycho and could easily get violent. She used to full on kick me in the balls, or grab them and squeeze, or just punch them.. it was fucking terrifying, like I honestly thought she was going to cut them off in my sleep or something. It wasn't just my testes getting beat on either. One day she locked me out of my apartment pissed off about me probably speaking to a female cousin or one of my best friends' girlfriends or someone else I'd never have sex with. Now I am not a woman beater, but I am a very violent, angry man. I was not having that shit that day so I kicked the door in. And went straight to bed. She came in crying like she was maybe going to apologize for acting like an insecure bitch. I was pissed though so I just ignored her with my laptop on my chest. She picked it up and laid it beside me. "Great" I thought. She's gonna lie down with me, and this bullshit will be over with for another day or so. No such luck. She put her knees on my shoulders and beat the shit out of me. She broke my nose, I honestly don't know how I kept all my teeth because a few were pretty loose after that and gave me not just a black eye, two proper shiners. It was the most embarrassing thing to have to explain to people, or totally bullshit others "you will never believe this but I wiped out off a bicycle and smashed my face to shit!" I didn't hide it from many of my friends. I'd tell them straight up that she did it, and usually they'd basically laugh at me. I'm a fairly tough guy. Fist fights are nothing new to me, they couldn't understand how I let a petite redhead beat the fuck out of me. I couldn't bring myself to harm the woman I love, even in self defense. These days she hates me. She just packed up and fucked off one day. Hasn't spoke to me in a year. To this day if anybody ever hurt her, I would take their fucking eyes.